Bear Hug.

*sniff. My hair smells like pavement, as turning off it might sound, just because I laid on the floors at the front of P.O.J aka palace of justice, with iqbal, nab and friends looking out for hidden stars at 12 am after nab's birthday dinner. Its 3.30 am now and I'm so exhausted, so, later. zzzZZzz and happy birthday to nurul syazninabila and farah hanani (miss her much) ! =)

etc,etc

Lately paranoia hit me due to spending too much time on the cell phone, e.g two hours each day, not worrying about the bills though but oho on the radiation. Was curioused so I researched and get to know the cell phone radiation can reduce the number of sperm and its aggresiveness, yea its true, especially for boys who normally would place their mobile in the pocket, well obviously you'd think guys carrying around handbags has gender issues, whats more with wigs, thick make up and thight outfits, ergh i've seen them all. so I guess if guys out there wants to be sexually healthy and can help ladies producing babies without difficulties maybe you should let your girlfriends keep your phones in their handbags. No girlfriends? just let your guy friends keep it for you, but thats plain selfish. but the point that terribly worries me, as a girl, is the effect on brain cells, the radiation is known to unwind the dna protein of the nerve cells, resulting in loss of short term memory, and initiation of brain cancer. Having to feel rusted brains and difficulties in concentration has alert me to take safe precautions on cell phones, i.e hand kits, more land phones they don't give out radiation. And so to ensure I did not lose my short term memory, let's recap on the agenda from last week.

on Sunday- attended a talk organized by young Muslim projects, most of the speakers were Muslim converts, one of em was Suhaid Webb, an American whom used to be a hip-hop DJ, a drug dealer and was terribly lost, then he had found the right way of life-Islam and converted to Islam at 20 years of age. Very cool, he delivers his talks as if he's about to rap half way in arabic while clad in baju melayu. besides him, there was a greek converted muslim from britain, Hamzah Green if I'm not wrong talking bout political, economical, and social views on Islam, I really like his Brit accent. What's amazing was I witnessed a lady converts to Islam, I could see from her face she was relieved and joyful. A quality way to spend the weekend. On the night, had a bbq at home with my sister's in law family, totally fun.


on monday- meet up with my childhood friend, Farissa a.k.a Sasha, I've known her since before I realized I exist in this world e.g 2 years old. Had good time catching up with her with my complicated stories of education and her life in Melbourne. Then for the first time, we had fish spa, very ticklish and expensive, Sasha really like the effects. Good times.


on tuesday- invented new cookies, pecan cereal grain cookies, people prefer the original choc chip though.


on wednesday- met sasha again, discussed all way through on the cookies business, come in conclusion to sell each cookie at 70 cents, well yeah with good wrappings. then, kidnapped Iqbal from his house and had mamak dinner with him at nirwana. Good times.


on Friday- catched Harry pothead with Iqbal and had 3 kebabs in the cinema, worth the rm12 I paid? Im not sure, big fan of the novels though.

on Saturday- since I'll be my sis' bridesmaid,I've designed the bridesmaid dress which is made by sari material and get it tailored in Sunway, and planned to have the other bridesmaid dress in glittering black, cool eh?

on Sunday- spend father-daughter time by doing groceries shopping, and made cheese blintzes, very fattening, unhealthy imagine having cream cheese, sugar, butter all in one roll. Everyone loved it though maybe because of its taste of cinnamon.

on Monday- lazy day at home, was only productive during the night, I made yummy banana crumb muffin. I'm not sure why some people find it funny when I said ''I put the banana in the muffin,'' I didn't mean anything literally. so I did few shots on the food I made because the site I've been referring to, the allrecipes, let the reviewers to post up pictures, so I'd guess it'll be cool to have pictures of your food on the web. you get me? ok, lame. bye

today on tuesday- went to Iqbal's house and planned to have meatball sandwich at Ikea then to catch up a movie. Iqbal's college mate wanted to joined us, and it turns out to be 10 of 'em. yeah, the more, the merrier. but felt a lil awkward since I barely know em, esp when you have your boyfriend's ex-girlfriend in the same circle, probably its natural to not get along with bf's ex but I just hope no party is hurt and feeling contemptuous.

nom nom nom nom

endless story on my maid,

''nong, sudah lama ya tidak buat kuih pookie,''
''kuih apa, bik?''
''kuih pookie,'' while pointing out the cookie recipe.
''ohh memang sedap ya kuih puki itu,'' I said dengan selambanya.

choux pastry heart

Ever experience conditions which annoys you terribly like screeching forks over plates, like Dangduts being played LOUDLY while you're playing bowling and worse it get stuck to your head all week, like parents screams over small matter, like hearing Fred's voice until the ear bleeds, like continuous thinking of a vague future, like wild imaginations of ghost lurking around the house because you just happen to see ghost videos. I've been going through these and I need a BREAK.

and one quick solution is, jacuzzi ;)

soak em out fcuk way

just let loose =)

If I happen to be an angry polar bear

Bug bear saving himself from the whirlpool

poured myself with clarins pink rose gel, pampered myself with strawberry pearls and felt ouh so good. Just perfect for a night weekend alone.

None of my titles are relevent.

1. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?:	my birthday cake
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?:	yellow
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?:	answering questions honestly
4. Honestly, what did you do today?:	wokeup, eat, shower, phone calls, poop, read, online
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?:	seriously, honestly, i dont think im attractive
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?:	eat when I suppose to be fasting
7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?:	No
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:	envy,yes with my friends studying overseas
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?:	Iqbal
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?:	NO
11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?:	anticipating
12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?:	i can't drink milk
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?:	yes
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?:	yes =O but its not that dark
16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?:	no
17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?:	bug bear =D
18. Honestly, are you loyal?:	yes
19. Honestly, are you in denial?:	yes to people who claim I'm spoiled
20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?:	haha amusing but no
21. Honestly, who is your best friend?:	dura and effa
22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?:	no
23. Honestly, do you like someone?:	yes, pharell williams
24. Honestly, does anyone like you?:	Im not sure
25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?:	Im not going anywhere with them, whoever them is..
26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?:	TOTALLY =D

Don't you bring me down.

This isn't a bad day, I think I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed.


Anyways,yesterday, over dinner.

mama said ''awak ada dengar orang mengamuk di sebelah rumah ya, petang tadi?''
with a blank stare, bibik answered '' di bilik sebelah memang banyak nyamuk,''
supressing my laughs, I said "ma, wait for two minutes, she'll get you by then,''

LOL. Im being mean, but I just can't help it. I tease because I love.

Spacesuit

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

There goes my **** ;P

*sigh. Why am I so sad niii =(

Happiness please !

Its not my ass, its the pants.

'' I always wonder why my maid loves to talk to herself,''
'' Probably she was talking to you,''
Pause.
''Ouhh, I've never thought of it that way.''

Orion's Belt on my Face

Today, I went for hiking at Bukit Gasing as part of the punishment by Iqbal for savoring on KFC yesterday. The place was totally deserted, obviously who would want to go hike at 12 pm. So since there was no one else, we sang songs.. I know lame but since there was no any other ears, our voices are as good as inaudible. Reminds me of the infamous question: if there's no one to hear the gushing sounds of leaves, would there still be sound? people still be asking the same thing and researches are still going on for it. But if its for me, of course there will, sound is a type of wave and the ear is just sensor. Unless the surrounding is vacuum , there wont be any sound since there's no particle to collide and transfer the energy. So it doesnt rely thoroughly to the ear to make sound. Okay, so no need to crap here. I did few shots around the wood and found a purple plumule and had some poyo shots, which goes like...

I look real ugly there, Iqbal has one too

Lameo. Okay so Siti has come back home from the workshop called car medic, yeah happy to have feet(transportation) again. Papa has been bugging me to go for job hunting, maybe he has enough of me doing unproductive doodlings. Thinking MidValley is the best spot since i'll just park at the ktm for free and take the train to work.Here's my abrupt end, cheers.